today has been full of major fail and it’s time to forget
not like anybody actually cares

As he straddled Cole he felt at home, it hadn’t been the first time that he’d done this, he’d been doing it for a while actually, and each time he’d gotten better at the whole teasing thing, or so he thought. This time he just sat there, one hand still safely tucked away under his brother’s shirt, despite the fact that their kiss was over. He just loved the way that it felt. He even managed to lean in and kiss his brother again.
“Make love to me?” he asked before he even knew what he was saying. He knew that it was wrong, vaguely anyway. He knew that he wanted Cole, and he wanted Cole all to himself. This just seemed like the perfect way to go about it. Especially if Cole’s hands were going to remain on his lower back like that. “Good. I just… I don’t want to leave a virgin, and I love you. I want you Cole.” He mumbled as he was pulled into yet another kiss.
Another strong shiver flowing through his body at his brothers words, Cole groans softly into the kiss, now much more aware of Kurt’s weight pressing down on him. He knew that Kurt must feel how much of an impact he was having on him by now, he could never seem to control himself around Kurt, and just being near him like this was leaving him light headed and breathless.
Pouring all of his love for his brother into this kiss, he pulls his brows together desperately, clinging to him. He parts with a small whimper, his erection pressing up against his black cargo shorts, so close to pressing against Kurt’s thigh. “Of course I’ll make love to you, baby… I want you so much. But only if you’re sure this is what you want…” he says softly, one hand coming up to touch Kurt’s face.
Kurt knew that Cole wanted to join him, and that he was just as upset that he wasn’t able to join him in New York, and so when Cole promised to get there as quick as he could, he knew that his sibling was telling him the truth. Though he always thought that really, mostly because the thought of Cole lying to him wasn’t really something that he could stomach. As twins Kurt felt that they had a deeper connection, and lying just messed that all up.
Faster than he had expected Cole was next to him, pressed up against his side and he smiled. This was how it was supposed to be. They were just two halves of a whole, sure they were different, but it would have sucked if they were exactly the same. “I know… but, sometimes being a little spontaneous can be romantic.” Kurt replied, and he would have kept taking had it not been for Cole kissing him then, their lips moving together, Cole’s hand on his neck. The whole moment was just perfect, and he wouldn’t have changed it for anything.
Then before he knew what he was really doing he had moved onto Cole’s lap, straddling him, one hand venturing up his shirt, resting on the toned muscles of Cole’s stomach. Then he pulled away from the kiss, smiling. “I love you Cole, so much. I just… how am I supposed to get on without your perfect kisses?”
Loving the feeling of Kurt’s lips pressed against his, Cole lets his hand slowly slide from his brothers neck, down his chest. Shifting a little as Kurt straddles him, he rests his hand on Kurt’s hip, trying to follow after his twin’s lips as he pulls away from the kiss. His face flushed, he leans forward and nuzzles at Kurt’s cheek, needing to be as close as he could get.
“I love you too, Kurt… I can’t stand the thought of staying here without you,” he breathes, his own hand tugging at the back of Kurt’s shirt, slipping beneath to smooth over his lower back, “But I promise it won’t be too long…” he murmurs, giving him another kiss as he pulls him closer.
He didn’t know how he was going to get along without Cole, he’d never had to before, and now that he did, he was scared. And he didn’t think that it could get much worse really. He tried not to think about it for the most part, but as his hand was squeezed he didn’t really have much of a choice. But as his thoughts drifted back to Cole, he thought of how it felt as if he was leaving someone more than just his brother behind.
“Promise me you still will, after you repeat you’ll come join me. And you’ll visit and skype me. I just hope that I find someone so good at cheering me up as you are.” He commented, blushing some. He knew that Cole could pass, that he was more than smart enough, just lazy at times. Kurt was hoping that the promise of being reunited with him would motivate the other man. As e felt Cole’s lips on his knuckles he felt a pulling in his chest, a yearning to do something that he’d never done and felt the need to do. “I want a proper kiss Cole, the whole gentleman thing is sweet, but I don’t want that right now, I just want your kick ass ninja self.”
Cole couldn’t help thinking about it either, he felt awful about it and had mentally kicked himself over it ever since he found out. They were supposed to be going through this change at the same time, and he knew that Kurt must be a lot more scared now that Cole wasn’t coming along. Just the thought of being so far away from Kurt made his chest tighten painfully.
“I promise, of course I do. I’ll be there as quick as I can,” he nods, but then he chuckles softly, “I hope so too, but nobody can make you laugh like I can, I’ll get jealous.” he smiles.
Listening closely, wanting to give Kurt whatever he could, Cole crawls closer until he’s pressed right against his brothers side. “You know I’d give you anything, Kurt… I just know how much you love the whole, romance thing.” he says, leaning himself closer and closer, not able to stop staring at Kurt’s lips. And then he’s kissing him, a hand coming up to hold his big brothers neck, a strong shiver washing over him at the feeling.
Immediately Kurt’s eyes lit up. It didn’t matter that he knew that it was Cole, it was still good to see him; especially when his twin brother had brought him food, and his favorite food as that. As his brother closed the door he scooted over, making room for the other man. As soon as the tray was sat down beside him he grabbed a strawberry, dipped it into the sauce and popped it into his mouth.
Kurt shook his head. “No…” Then a moment later he nodded, picking up another strawberry. “I just… I’m sad that you won’t be with me in New York. We’ve never been separated Cole. I need you, you’re my rock.”
Cole smiles as Kurt pops the strawberry into his mouth, and he proceeds to do the very same. This was probably one of his favorite things he loved to do with his brother, among a few other things that made him grin and place his mind in the gutter. Frowning softly, he reaches over and takes one of Kurt’s hands, giving it a gentle squeeze.
“I’m so sorry… I know I promised you that I’d come with you,” he says, sighing quietly. He was so angry and disappointed with himself, especially after the fight he and their dad had earlier last week. He skipped his classes far too much, and what little work he did do, wasn’t enough. “But I believe in you, Kurt. You’re going to be amazing in New York.” he smiles, bringing Kurt’s hand up to kiss his knuckles.
Kurt wasn’t really sure what the one single thing that had been upsetting him lately, he just knew that he’d wanted to be alone recently. So far he’d been able to get away with it. And then he heard the knock at his door, and even before he heard the voice he knew that it was Cole. Cole always seemed to know when he was upset, and just how to make him feel better. Kurt was pretty sure that it had something to do with the fact that they were twins. But whatever it was, he knew that most of the time it felt like Cole was the bigger brother.
“Yeah, the doors open Cole.” He called, holding his pillow even closer and pulling up his blanket.
Turning the knob and pushing the door open, he peeks his head in, his eyes falling along his brother and his pillow. His eyes soften and he slips into the room, still holding the tray of food. Closing the door behind him, he walks over and sits beside him on the bed, setting the tray down.
“Brought some noms for you, thought you might need some company.” he sucks his bottom lip, nibbling for a moment before scooting closer. “Want to talk?”
That would be hot.
Anybody could walk by ;)
That’s the best part.
Had a feeling you’d like that part, Cameron.
Something didn’t feel right, and being one of the very few that could see between the lines, he knew that something was bothering Kurt today. So, after gathering some of Kurt’s favorite fruit and some french vanilla dipping sauce, he bounces on his heels in front of his twin’s door, giving it a few light knocks.
“Kuuurt? It’s me, Cole. Can I come in?”
Maybe with one of my brothers, or both, that’d be hot. Or Blaine too. Gawd.
That would be hot.
Anybody could walk by ;)
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I’m positive.
Well somebody’s sure excited, better calm down theere
